for the past few weeks we have been quarreling. not so much about who did stuff to who but more on the behaviour towards each other. idk if it’s because you mind my haircut, or i’m being irritating for telling you about my army stuff or maybe you alrdy have someone outside. idk and idc.
to be honest i don’t feel like we are a couple. what? you don’t hug or kiss me automatically, omg this is the worst, you don’t kiss! i don’t even remember when’s the last time you kissed me. sigh, this is going no where.
plus today, you simply just left me alone. the past few weeks i haven’t been feeling that good and i’ve been telling you how much i miss you, how much i want to see you and all. and when i asked you whether you feel the same way you said no. the least you could do is to say that you miss me too… today i saw you and i really really missed you, want to hold you hand, come in contact with you, hug you and all but you just left me all alone from the book store to city vibe. you walked with your dad all the way without even noticing that i wasn’t there. my day just went down the drain.
i need you to have my attention, i need you to notice me, i need someone who could make me feel like a couple by just doing those simple things mentioned. i need you to tell me that you miss me so that i know that at least i’m on your mind right at that moment. doesn’t mean we establish that and there goes the lack of words. i still need it.
to think you still thought i was angry because i paid for your game. for goodness sake, it’s not always about the money. i’m more than happy to buy it for you. i’m just worried you won’t play it.
today i realised that if this keeps going on, i’m afraid it would be the end of us.
we are drifting apart.